just hearin' 'n dreamin' without trying to make it real.
'coz i'm just a lil' gurl who growin' up with intimidations surround.
i got mails d' days before. i read it as soon as i got 'em.
i really wanted to know what's happening.
'coz i didn't have any infos 'bout someone i love *yea, i can say that. but actually, they dunno me. ToT*.
they've came to aussie with purpose which i dunno why 'till now. except the cute one *really cute! he's my dolphin*
he will back soon. 'n i've heard that he'll back tomorrow.
why don't they come here? i wanna see 'em thou' just a distance from 'em.
but, i know, that just waste time for 'em 'cause they dun have reasons to be here 'n they have less time. 'n poor me 'cause i'm far away from the capital city. even they come to indo, it hard for me to see them directly.
i've heard many fanaccount 'bout their arriving.
those made me feel that i'm just unlucky poor girl.
she met one of 'em 'n had eye contact 'bout 3 seconds. what a lucky girl. i really want to be like her at the moment.
well, it has happened but just in my nice dream. it little bit gave effect to erase my pain.
but i'm still wanting to be there and meet 'em directly. at least, they know that i live in the same world with 'em.
actually, i have very big dream so close to impossible obsession *of course it has relation to 'em*
'coz that, i often feel embarrased if others ask me 'bout my dream.
so i never give 'em the answer.
and it'll always be my big secret.
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what will i do next?
>> editing the picture for my blog. hope it'll be great. at least nice.
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